Lately, I have been struggling with what I want to do with my life. I have experienced so much in such a small amount of time and to be honest…with not much money. I grew up in such a small town that only had 1300 people- I had the desire to live my dreams and try as many things I could. I have set goals, dreamed, asked for what I wanted and worked really really hard. I’m kind of tired of working hard.
I want to have the ability to be creative, be me, and do what I want on my own time.
Is that selfish to want those things? I have had the opportunity to work around many wealthy people and see what they make in a month. Is it crazy to think that I could be that successful too? What is success? What does success mean to you? Success is viewed in many different ways. What I guess I am saying is that I would love to have the opportunity to bring value into other people’s lives. I would love the opportunity to live a rich life and give freely. I want to inspire others to believe they can do anything they want to do. I put a lot of pressure on myself because even though I have accomplished a lot, I am still figuring it out. Maybe all it takes is just to start.
To be honest, I was sitting on the couch just now watching youtube video’s about business life coaches. I was signing up for all of their free downloads to try to learn something. I thought to myself, instead of just sitting and wishing and trying to learn as much as I can, why not just start writing. It feels good to write, at least for me. SO here I am writing this random article on my random blog-not sure what I am going to do with my life. I guess as long as you start something, then you are working towards something. You may fill a little lost in the dark but if you have idea’s in you mind…that you are meant for something more, start listening to what those thoughts are telling you. Share it with other’s. You never know what conversation or connections will come about just from communicating about what you want.
Do you know what I want? I want to inspire other’s. I want to speak at events in front of women young and old, I want to tell them to write down their goals and aspirations and take steps to making those dreams reality. If there is one thing I wish for you to take away from reading this blog, it would be to listen to your thoughts and stop putting off your “to do list,” go ahead and do it now. Start now, don’t wait. You’ve got this! I don’t know what I want to do with my life but I know I am going to do something now so that I can at least work towards that life I want to live.